My Kryptonite

I have an personal issue I want to address. Its a behavior that tends to come out when I am frustrated and feel supressed. I become my alter ego called Darko. It usually comes out when I am speaking with someone on a serious note and I can express myself to that person. Here is the process of the transformation. Its my pet peeve so to speak.

1. I am giving my point of view to the person so they understand were I am coming from.
2. That person questions my point.
   
3. I cant or am not permitted to express myself due to constant interuption = kryptonite
   
4. Aldo is gone, Darko takes over.
   
5. I get loud, aggressive, and tend to act like a little bitch.

The point of this little glimps into my nature is to point it out to myself and find ways of getting my point across without turing to the dark side. The problem is that I dont realize it when its happening and then its to late. You could say it my Kryptonite.All my life I have had problems due to it and I want it to end. Its unacceptable for me to act that way. I tend to look for all the excuses in the world but thats not the right way to go about it. Most of the fights I have had with family, friends and ex-girlfriends have been directly related to this. Its the part of myself I dislike the most.

Any opinions and/or suggestions on how you guys deal with this issue are welcome. For all you fu*ks that have seen this side of me up close can go "bleep yourselves!"

PS. Sorry, that last sentence was Darko... For all you guys that have seen this side of me up close bear with me. Its a work in progress.

Thanks to Mariana for pointing out this link. I think it does a better job of explaining what the real issue is. Lack of communication


Aldo