Whats up Peeps? Did you miss me?

Hey everybody, long time no talk. I have been pretty busy lately and finally found the time to post. Feels like if I have been in limbo for a little while. Well let me catch you up on the things on my mind.

• First, I take my mortage test some time next month, they have not sent me the date or location.
• Fantasy draft came and went. Headliners are Carson Palmer, Randy Moss, & Tiki Barber along with my pick for the #1 defense in the league this year the Dallas Cowboys.
  
• I opened a share account on sharebuilder.com to start learning to invest.
• Gators kick off the season on Saturday. They look like they can really do somthing this year. Heres crossing my fingers.
  
• This is my last week of non-activity due to a contusion on my left knee. This might be the thing i am most excited about.
  
• I realized that I will always stick by the people who have always stuck by me through it all.
• I have a renewed sense of family, especially for my grandparents. I am trying to enjoy thier presence in my life as long as possible.
  
• I miss the past but I need shades for the future for it looks blindingly bright.
  
• I know someone who is worth hoping for, she may not know it cuase i dont show it. Dont know if thats bad. But i feel good just knowing and interacting with that person.
• I have a deep desire to find out what makes me tick. Not what i want or how i am, but why and how i came to be the way i am. I have had some success in it but nowhere near finished.
• There is undeniable love in my heart for all, I want to express it better.
  
• I want to learn to distinguish better what I should share and what I should keep sacred to myself.
  
• I am incalculably more than just my flesh and bones.
  
• I feel like I dont know what I am doing most of the time, but I have noticed that when I listen to my innerself, that things work out for the best.
  
• I want to be 29's Crystal Baller.

Thats all I go today boys and girls. Shout out to all my friends blogging and non-blogging, Marianita, Ho, MoMo, Andre, Kathleen for all the insight they give. It may seem small but it all counts in my book.


God bless.

FOOTBALL SEASON IS AROUND THE CORNER!!!

Its that time of year again folks!!!!!!!! I cant wait, this is a big year for all my teams.
The Gators are in thier second season under Urban Meyer, and this is usually the season where Meyer lead teams start to tear it up offensivly.

The Dallas Cowboys are positioned to go deep into the playoffs with the aquisition of T.O. and a number of other players. The transition to the 3-4 defense has been completed. Look for DeMarcus Ware to terrorize NFL QBs.

Finally, is my fantasy football team which will once again dominate the opposition.

Football baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random notes

1. Well I just got Direct TV installed over the weekend and it has transformed me into an over nite super couch potato. I love it and i hate it all at once. I love the fact that i will have all the football i can watch at my finger tips but at the same time i get so damn obsessed that i become pale due to insufficient sun exposure. I need to regulate this shit.Who am i kidding! Football!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!who who!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Now, i am no my 2nd week of inactivity due to a minor injury on my left knee. I can stand sitting at home while everyone is out playing flag football, soccer, basketball etc. All i can do is sit on my ass and swim a little.
3. I feel kind of disconnected from the world lately. I am stuck in some type of dull existence at the moment but do not fear, i am currently clawing my way out.
   
4. I just signed up to take the mortage exam I have been planning to take since February.
   
5. I had a blast on friday nite at a b-day party held at a hotel penthouse. The girls who rented had like 4 ipods out on the counter for all to see and we had told them that it might be wise to put them away since they did not know all the people in the room. Then when one goes missing guess who the blamed? US?!?!?!?!!? incredible huh. But the funny thing is the way they went about confronting us. This one drunkard of a girl comes up to our group and starts saying " Ok, i just want it back, i will glady pay street price for it." Street Price, for a freaking ipod! she was saying it so much and since everyone was pretty hammered they did not make anything out of it, but i heard it for the 10 time, interuped the person who was talking to me and looked at her with a face i could only describe as a mixture astonishment and confusion and yelled out, "What the fuck is the street price of an ipod!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!" After that little comment everyone started laughing cause they finally understood what was going on. It turns out one of her friends had put it away for her. We made a joke of it the rest of the night. Ahhh... Good times.
   
6. On a not so good note, i have been informed that my grammer is horrible. I will be making more of an effor to proof read my posts. Also if you find any errors correct me so i can continue my improvement. Happy mariana? J/k thanks is what i meant. The good thanks woman, not the sarcastic one! I know it will pop out of your mouth if i dont specify.
   
7. My fantasy draft is coming up on Aug. 27. Its a league of roughly 8 friends mixed in with 4 dumbasses who i am not fond off. But seeings as we all come from all that is i have accepted them into the group.
   entrance fee is $100 clams (flintstones reference) and it has gone up $25 every year. By the time we are all around fourty, i expect that we will be wagering a cool Million. Heres to dreaming big.
   
8. I finally finished the new rough draft of my resume, i think the info is all good, but i need to make it more appealing to the eye. I plan to then post it on monster and see what happens. Hopefully i get an offer from a great coroporation if there are any, and travel to some european country. that would be sweet.
   
9. I want to learn how to have OBE's
   

Word Verification is the way to go.


I have grow a bit tired of these darn computer generated comments so i have enabled word verification for comments. Sorry folks.

I Graduated!!!!!!! Now what?!?!?!?!?!

No I did not just graduate, thats my cousin Miguels weekend honor. I graduated this last December from Florida International University if anyone cares to know. The the reason for this post though came to me as i sat there in the O-Dome watching my cousin walk with his graduating class. It hit me that i have been to complacent and comforable with my life as it is and have only taken baby steps forward. I need to light a fire under my ass and get stuff going.

Ever since I left the structured time tables of highschool it has felt as if someone had the Tivo remote and was fastforwarding time in my life. Years are now nothing like i remeber them. They are like watching NASCARS zip by. It would frustrate me cause I felt like what i had accomplished in that year was not enough and I hate that feeling. Since then I have come up to an alternative way of judgeing my accoplishments and achievements as I grow older. Instead of judging year to year I decided I will Judge progress by 5 year intervles. I believe it will be a much better judge of where I am at the time, and it eliminates that pressure you feel as the year zips by. This Next year starts the 5 year cycle begining on Jan 1, 2007.

Goals I want to accomplish before the year is up are:

• Abtaining my Mortgage licence
  
• Openning a shareholders account to experiment & learn about the stockmarket.
• Recieve trainging in Kriya Yoga
  

What is up with all the violence in the world today?
just look at those ghetto ass chicks!

Even commercials are threating commercials

I can definitely see why people would want to give up and just say

but the truth is...

so sit back, relax, reflect, retool, respond & rebound.

Trapped...

Trapped...
I feel dead in the water when it comes to blogging these past couple of weeks, I dont know if its cause I am going through some challenges or mental stress. All I know is that I come to the dashboard and just draw a blank. It feels like my life has been put on hold for awhile. I am just so ??? This is the perfect description of me at the moment.

Watch out for the exploding trackable cash circulating the nation.


I just finished reading and article on the new dollar bills that have just recently come out. They are equiped with Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) tags. These are supposedly to protect us from conterfit operations and to track illegal money. But thats just to cover story. Try to imagine what other nifty ways our government can devise to use there new toys. I dont even what to think about it. Home of the free my behind. This is starting to look and feel like some crazy Sci-Fi Movie. We are stuck though since who knows whats for real and whats not. Anybody see the movie V for Vendetta. I kind of think thats were we are headed.

On a wierd and funny note, these bills seem to explode when microwaved. Imagine that we are just walking around minding our own buisness when all of a sudden your back pocket explodes. Not cool, not cool at all.