Damming up the river.

I almost did it today. I almost obstructed the natural flow. Who am I to do that! It could have caused a significant shift that could have turn out irreparable. Let if flow naturally is the ticket. Let nature take its course. Thank my good friend Davin-Rod who steered me clear of a big mistake.

Carving Out My Niche

Its not surprising to see that people in this day in age are always confused. Shit, I am normally confused for half of my day. I still don't know what I want to do with my life. Where is it that I am going to end up?
It's become obvious to me that we are all one and the same when it comes to where we originate, but that should not be misunderstood to state that everyone is the same and we must all think alike and are going to end up how we hope to end up. Its more along the lines of things happening for a reason regardless of how we feel about them personally. If things are to be, then they will be but they will be on life's terms and not mine, yours or ours.
I don't know why I feels so alive, Actually that's not true, yes I do know or at least I feel I do. I am feel alive because I am alive and I am content and connected to life. I don't feel the need to do something exciting to feel that I am living. I am that feeling, and I bring it with me to all my endeavors. I never thought I would be the person I am today. Never in one hundred years could I envision myself at this point and time to be how I have become. I see now that I have some say in my destiny but like the great plateau's of stone that were once the Grand Canyon, I am exposed and at the mercy of the flow of life. It cuts grooves into my being and helps shape the person that I am becoming. I only hope that when it is all said and done, the final result will be as majestic as the Canyon the Colorado helped shape.

To a friend...

Decisions, decisions, life is full of them. Some are easy and others seem almost impossible to make. I just want you to know that I am here for you and have your best interest in mind. You got a friend in me forever and if you need to talk about it, ask questions, vent, etc don't be hesitant to call. I will be here to help. Like I said to you once, home is where your heart is, so listen to your heart for it will not lead you astray. It is the best thing you can go on when you have reached a cross road in your life and need some guidance. Do what your heart tells you feels right, when you do you will feel that you have made the right choice. Good luck and good journey.


Peace love and elbow grease.

I like to think that I have a strong chin. Most of the punches life has thrown my way are met by my chin. Its always been a bennefit to be able to take the full brunt of somthing and keep going regardless of the negative effects that may come of it. Give it to me straight, my chin can take it! Thats the battle cry I prefer. All the protection in the world is not needed. I am not iron man and I am also no fool. I like things short sweet/unsweet and to the point. Never have been one for long explanations or conversations unless they really grab my attention. I got a shrub trimmer I use to beat the shit out of the bushes around my house.

Shovel sand on me and will just brush it off me and step up like my donkey friend here.

Pochocha!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahhaha

I love that word

The worlds a funny place.

Its so, so, SO indescribable! It really is man. People like to describe it as cruel, big, mean, kind, grand, but its such a limiting view of this vast world. Its more like a description of it brought on by how they may be feeling at the moment. It can be all that you feel it to be if people (me included) let themselves blame it for all thier issues. I am alive, somtimes I forget what that feels like with all the responsibility one has on thier shoulder. Then we get a taste of that feeling again and are hooked to getting more. The only problem is that when we cant get more we feel down and out of it. Maybe its just me but i doubt it. I love to feel alive, when you can just be looking out your window and enjoying the sights, smells, sounds, etc of nature. When the sun hits your face and you feel blessed.

Not having that feeling or letting thoughts and emotions get in the way of that awareness of life is a crime or atleast thats what I have come to see it as. I really enjoy feeling alive and I have realized that it is not in what you do (surf, sky dive, white water rafting) but how your mental state is at any given moment. Somtimes thoughts and emotions get to me and create a mental wall that I must fight to break down. But once the Wall falls I can hear lifes calls.

The Draft is over People its time for all us football fans to suffer for a couple months. I guess we could find somthing else and stop sounding like crack addicts but w/e. Football Junkie for life!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anyhow, the cowboys had soso draft. By soso i mean it could end up soso good or soso bad. I really like the Anthony Spencer pick at #1. He is a high motor/intensity guy who plays with great leverage and gets to the football. He will be a very nice bookend to Pro Bowler Demarcus Ware. I also like that we addressed the oline with picks in round 3 and 4, but the best part is our acquistion of clevelands First round pick in next years draft which should be a top 10 pick. That cowboys should do very well this year and maybe land a moster puzzle piece to our super bowl puzzle.